MY LIFE
MY LIFE AT PRESENT I AM IN THAT POINT , WHERE I HAVE A FEAR OF LOSSING SOMEONE WHOM I MET A YEAR OR ONE AND HALF YEAR BACK , BUT WE CAME INTO A RELATIONSHIP ONLY 6 MONTHS AGO. IN THE PAST 6 MONTHS I HAVE SEEN MY SELF BREAKING MYSELF UP CRYING BEING HAPPY I HAVE SEEN THAT PART OF ME WHICH I WOULD HAVE NEVER SEEN IF SHE WOULD NOT HAVE COME INTO MY LIFE, I ALWAYS WANTED SOMEONE TO BE THERE WHOM I CAN TALK TO,WITH WHOM I CAN SHARE STUFF, I CAN BE HEART OUT, BUT PTA NI KYUN ESSA LAGTA HAI KI WO CHALI NA JYE, PHELE DARR NAHI LAGTA THA PR AB LAGTA HAI PHELE ESSA THA KI I THOUGHT US KA BREAKUP HO GYA HAI BUT EK DIN US NE BOMB GIRA DIYA KI I WAS CHEATING ON U WITH HIM , SHE WAS TALKING TO HIM MORE THAN ME SHE WAS GIVING ONE LAST TRY SHE WANTED TO ASK HER FAMILY ONE LAST TIME KI KYA WO USE SWIKAR KREN GE KI NI , SHE ASKED ME THAT I NEED TIME FROM YOU[ME] SHE WAS GOING TO ASK HER MOTHER ON 5th OF NEXT MONTH BUT US SE PHELE HI KUCH ESSA HUA KI WO LADKA ISSE TIME NAHI DE RA THA SHE...